Today was the 25th worst day ever. Okay it all started yesterday, Josie* and Rikki, my two best friends who i ALWAYs hang around with asked me if i wanted to go out of school at lunch to go to ALDI (To those of you who dont know, ALDI is a super cheap discount store round the corner from school) I said i didnt want to go because i feel safer in school and i see no point of going out of school to a food store when we have a perfectly fine canteen in the lunch hall and that theyre just going to ALDI because they can. They went of course. 15 minutes into the lesson after lunch, Rikki comes in (Josie isnt in that lesson with us) And Rikki says that Josie almost had an asthma attack because they saw a stray dog in the road and it chased them a bit, also they wanted to get to school because they were late, When Rikki told me this i said it was Josie's own fault for forgetting her inhaler for one and going out during school hours when if she was at school she would never have almost had an attack because there'd be no stray dog or running to get to school on time and even if she did have one at school, she'd have more help than just gasping on the kurb. So they arnt talking to me for saying that and iam not talking to them for leaving me alone. Then in school today Julianne my other friend had a go at me for saying it was Josies fault. So during the last day and a half, ive lost three of my closest friends. I now hang around with Jaennah my best friend out of my own group, but Jaennah's own group are nice but they dont really make me feel welcome and dont include me, i supose because i dont get into conversatins with them, mainly because iam a very withdraw person and i hate physical contact with strangers (most people around are school are either Very agressive or very cuddly, Both make me uncofortable) Iam getting on fine through. Things were just easier when i was young and had not one care in the world over boys, friends and school.